amor fati

just a dream.

I sat in a kayak travelling down a tunnel covered with vines. The smell of salt water engulfed my senses as I was nearing the end. Suddenly, a wave washed over me. Pure and cleansing, as if to juxtapose all the cruelty once enshrouding my entire being in that tunnel. I found peace again in what seemed like an eternity inside that wave. Eyes wide, it left me grasping for air but oddly, I could just as easily breathe. The wave transported me to the middle of a lake surrounded by all the places I hold dear.

The clearest blue, the purest breath. 

I think I realized what I can’t live without, something I never want to give up on for any cost.