amor fati

On a Good Day.

I’m a little bit hemmed in
A little bit isolated
A little bit hopeful
A little bit cold

But I hold on, And I feel strong
And I know that I can 

Been talking to myself forever
And how I wish I knew me better
Still sitting on a shelf and never
Never seen the sun shine brighter
And it feels like me
On a good day

Ahh this past week has been exceptionally great! Finally got all my grades back and I survived my first quarter of upper divs! ^_^ Making up for the first two years! Went out with lab today for Sabine’s last day at Pomodoro, a cozy, popular Italian restaurant south of Wilshire. It was actually pretty fun to share experiences and hear my PI’s stories. I’ve been spending a lot of time at lab/with labmates lately; it makes me see how it would be if I went to work full-time. It’s not too shabby! 

Hmm but things are going well finally. It probably won’t last super long, after all, “happiness is a state of mind, not a destination.” I want to utter the words that are screaming in my mind so bad but I’m scared I’ll jinx it so I’ll just keep it to myself. My little secret (:

I expect no less from here on out. I must meet it head on and hopefully improve even more!